i know i never update anymore! i just dont have any time anymore. i work all the time so yeah no time i guess! well nothing really new with me just been working alot and dealing with mip and dealing with my best friend in house arrest. it sux b/c we want him out and free man! but we will all stick together and we will get through this! other then ( Read more... )

yeah i know its been a long time since i updated! well nothing really new with me or anything at all! i am just like missing someone alot these days well i have been for a long time now! i been working all the gay time! i am dealing with court shit and stuff and always fighting with my mom and shit so yeah nothing really new with me! i honestly ( Read more... )

all i have to say is i'm stupid and dumb!

MIP

ARESSTED

JAIL CELL FOR 7 HOURS

SCREWED!!!!

I HATE LIFE

i miss you.....

nothing more

Peace N Love

RNR

well life is still fucking gay! Amanda wont ever contact me so i guess she doesn't want anything to do with me so w/e i guess! i guess i just have to continue to just live life! i got my best boys so that is good enough and my other friends out there they will support me all the way! i love everyone! RNR well i start College this Thursday and its ( Read more... )

Well yeah i know life is gay right! so much shit has been happening its just nuts! i can't see the girl of my life no more b/c life is fucking gay! and well i'm going to miss her like whoa! I still love her. i just hope she can talk to her mom and so i can be able to talk to her or see her or something! ahhh enough about that its making me sad! ( Read more... )

well last week lance won 10,000 at the soring egale Cosino and he slip it 3 ways with me and sparks so that is awesome b/c we are all lovers LOL! me and amanda has been getting closer and that is awesome we are almost to the hit up point so its awesome and exciting! well right now i'm at my bros again and right now we (me lance and sparks) are all ( Read more... )

well hey yalls sunday i went to warped tour and i had a good time b/c i got to see alot of fucking awesome bands and i got to see amanda so i was very happy about that! today i got my hair cut and its like super short but yet kind long in the front ya know and i still got the black and blonde and i'll have pix up soon! so keep checking back for ( Read more... )

hey yalls! ok saturday i am hoping to get my hair cut and all re did and shit b/c my hair is pissing me off like whoa! and Sunday is going to be amazing b/c it is going to be Warped Tour beouch! and it is going to be so fucking awesome b/c so meny fucking good bands its going to be FUCKING AMZINNG! i got my wisdom teeth pulled on wensday and i been ( Read more... )

hey yalls! i know i dont update alot its b/c i dont like LJ anymore that much b/c of my reasons! but yeah just wanted to say i got surgery tomorrow! i am going to get my wisdom teeth pulled and i'm going to be all druged up and shit its going to be awesome! well there really isn't good news in my life besides me and amanda are talking more and that ( Read more... )

hey everyone i know i dont update much anymore but i have my reasons y i dont! well i really miss amanda still! all my emotions is all fucked up and everything! i'm dieing slowly by depresstion! i just hate how everything has just went away from me and i'm just slipping into a deeper depresstion and everything! the reason i drink alot for all those ( Read more... )