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[modern_color]

well life is still fucking gay! Amanda wont ever contact me so i guess she doesn't want anything to do with me so w/e i guess! i guess i just have to continue to just live life! i got my best boys so that is good enough and my other friends out there they will support me all the way! i love everyone! RNR well i start College this Thursday and its

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[fairydust_02_06]

You look anything but fucked up! Your adorable!!

<3 Ash

[modern_color]

why thank you doll! you rock this world!

RNR

[fairydust_02_06]

Anytime it's thr truth!!

P.S~ Your missing the happiness! Peace, Love and Happiness!! Lol!

<3 Ash

[fairydust_02_06]

Don't feel so depressed cuz i'm here to make you feel batter! Just think of me and you'll feel better! i <3 you hun!!

<3 Ash

[waste_of_paint9]

amanda is MIA. she's can't contact you, she's not aloud to and you know it

[waste_of_paint9]

And again none of your fucking business back the hell off!!

[waste_of_paint9]

okay way to be a bitch ashely redd

[fairydust_02_06]

Sorry I don't mean to sound like a bitch or anything and i'm definately not trying to be a bitch at all b.c i don't like to be mean and stuff but it's just seeming to me like a lot of people are judging Matt on stuff he's doing in his life and no one is pointing the finger at anyone else and I just feel it is very fair to lay all the blame on Matt! I have sat up with him on the phone when he has almost been in tears over Amanda and i've heard everything he has to say about her and how much he loves her and wants to be with her and shit like that and people aren't looking at that they are just looking at stuff like ooh well Matt did this and did that so that makes it where he dpesn't deserve tp be with Manda and that is definately not fair to Matt to put all this blame and shit and him and to make him feel worse than he already does about everything in his life!! It's just not fair to him at all and i think that everyone should just be a little more positive about things in Their lives! If everyone is constantly putting Matt down and

[days_like_this_]

Ally is right....I CAN'T see you.
I would love to talk to you but I don't know how.
My mom can check who I talk to..

&&anyways you and the one girl (the one Ally & Manda seen you all over with in subway parking lot) seem to be getting along quite fine without me. So I really don't think that you are missing me that much.

You know I love you with all my heart. You are the love of my life and I could never move on....but I see that is different for you since you have moved on. I haven't done anything with anyone--because I love you. I guess its time to let you go then since you have someone new. Well I hope that you and the girl are happy.

I love you always and forever.
I hope you are happy now.
You are my true love.
I guess I will se you later in life.

♥Amanda-Bear

[modern_color]

that is all lies i wasn't all over that girl that is beth's sister and we were waiting for lance and beth to come out to the car and i was sitting there listening to music and talkiing about u, about how i miss and love u you can ask anyone i wasn't all over her i dont even think about anyone else but u! so your "friends" are wrong once again and i haven't did anything with anyone either b/c i love you to much!

[fairydust_02_06]

Don't let any of that b/s get to you! Just remember we are gonna have an effing AMAZING time together b/c we are effing AMAZING people! Just think about that! If you get this comment before I get a hold of you I got on line to see what movies are playing tomorrow and the times and stuff so call me and let me know what you think about it all! Take your own advice adn keep your head up think positively! think about a kiss in the rain and walking on the beach holding hands and talking all night or about those little meaningful kisses we all love and brighten your cloudy skies! You deserve to do so and to feel better!! I <3 YOU, Hun! Call me if you see this before I attempt to call you!

<3 Ash

[andybrown213]

matt. i so hung out with you at college. haha. sweet.