I was certain when I checked here whimsically for the first time in years (five to be exact) it would be the same as all my past writing, shame inducing. Fuck that. I am a bombastic writer but I am not nearly as full of shit as I remember myself being. I am embarrassed I ever made a quiz on here, but since I don't remember it I am going to ( Read more... )

Here I go fucking things up again. I called to check on my late disability check today and was informed that according to Office Max human resources that I dont have short term disability. Apparently I was supposed to fill out a proof of insurability for, which I was never offerred, and I was informed via mail, which I wasn't, of the denial of ( Read more... )

im too much of a fuck up. state rejected me

I am iron chef poverty. Today I made ramen taste good using only the ingredients at the nest (nate's). I took butter, grated parmesan, some old milk, pepper, the flavor packet (roast chicken) and made delcious pseudo chicken alfredo. It took like two minutes and raised the cost of the recipe maybe a dollar. Im glad I found the cheese otherwise I ( Read more... )

So as I watched the soap bubble towers built from my own selfish conjecture wobble wane and topple, the truth of what I learned is left. Everything that I am has sprung from my choices and I don't know why I made all of those choices. But I do know that I believe in being a man. Willing my thoughts, intentions, and actions into one perfect ( Read more... )

I hate my goddamn job. I just drove there to discover they changed my shift from 8-5 to fucking 2-close. They couldn't call and tell me. I guess telephones are beyond them.

So my car situation sucks. I am getting quotes on towing from 75-125 and then for determining the problem 65-85 an hour. There is no possible way I can afford that.

I have my W-2's and checks so I can do things. Now I just need my next day off. I have wednesday but I might call in monday because I need to get fafsa, taxes, and transcripts done as soon as possible. Also Omax is not very important to me now that i feel like i can support myself ( Read more... )

Things seems so strange. My mindset goes in maddening swings. Things fall into place and I can see the erector set connectors spinning gears and moving machinations. Then I trace the lines to realize I am that miserable coyote assembling that acme gadget gone terribly wrong. But infernal internalizing aside, the risk is exhilarating. Choosing ( Read more... )

You're damn right I am!

Your results:
You are Apocalypse
Apocalypse
91%
Venom
78%
Dr. Doom
74%
Mr. Freeze
74%
Magneto
72%
The Joker
59%
Juggernaut
55%
Dark Phoenix
55%
Mystique
51%
Two-Face
47%
Lex Luthor
46%
Kingpin
42%
Green Goblin
39%
Poison Ivy
38%
Catwoman
34%
Riddler
32%

You believe in survival of the fittest and you believe ( Read more... )