wow wow wow ( Read more... )

christmas time is such a sweet time. as much as i hate the tradition of it, i really enjoy the satisfaction i get from giving and receiving and ultimatly the feeling of peace and warmth it can bring. it reminds me of the days when everything seemed so simple. and i had not a care in the world. those times are long gone.

i dont wanna be that girl. i dont wanna be the crazy girl..feel like im rotting away..even if hat metaphor is a little xtreme i feel like shit..maybeit's because i have a stupid cold. maybe it's cuz i've been partying too much. i can't seem to stop. all i ever wanna do is have a good time. i want adventure. i need to get away from this place. ( Read more... )

my speakers arent working. it really sucks. i hope we can figure out whats wrong. i live for music ( Read more... )

i just got back from the bob dylan and foo fighters show. amazing, simply amazing. the foo's set shoulda been longer. man it was so good. acoustic. beautiful man. they played times like these, my hero<3, another round, marigold, best of you, ever long<3. i'm in love ( Read more... )

Mom's friend Roger is in town. She hasnt seen him in like 20 years. It's almost as if they never were apart. it's amazing. some traveling points, some shared life experience and a tragic event has brought them together. life is so fucked up like that. this just makes me want to just go even more. i've got a place to stay in idaho, and montana... ( Read more... )

i dont know what it is. i feel like there's something missing.

big things happening. i'm applying for cegep. it's all a little scary. the fear of rejection. the fear of change. the fear of not following through.

i just want to be ok. i want to be good.

on a lighter note, i think i have a little crush..

i've been doing pretty good. put my crazy life style on hold. feels nice. im kind of drifting back in that direction, but it's definatly not as hardcore. i'm proud of myself. for real. i'm applying for Dawson. in Arts & Cultures. Oh snap ( Read more... )

i've been sober for 2 weeks ( Read more... )

the other night i had a dream that joe came to visit me. and we were at this party. and there was all these people from new orleans. kris was there too, and kris was joe? anyway...weird ( Read more... )