i really really want to stay sober this time around.
yeah man
im going to rent some movies.

i got drunk last night. bad idea. didnt go school today. oh well. it'll be ok. now im all sore. dahh. work today. maz tonite ( Read more... )

today was a great day until ariane punched me, spit in my face TWICE ...and threw her beer on me.........
real fuckin nice.

im drunk ( Read more... )

i will be able to say "sober since august 12th 2006 ( Read more... )

i had the weirdest dreams last nite. kris and mike were definetly in them. looks like its gonna rain...running late again. my coffee tastes like shit. man i just realized 2005 was fucked up year. for me, and just in general...anyway PEACE

ps smells like burnt bbq

aww yeah, Ed just called me. What a relief..I thought for sure he hated me. I think we're cool. Things have been ok. Still doing my thing. Havent done any yucky substances in a while. I'm pretty happy about that. Summer is slowly coming to an end... dang. It's Kris Taras' birthday friday and it's impossible to reach him..the day after would've been ( Read more... )

im gonna be so fucking late for work.
love it.
i spoke with diana. shit is cool. yep...ok

i fucked up real good again. i think that's just what i needed to make me realize how fucked up things were getting. we were having a really good time. it was so nice chilling with mike. if he hadnt been there, i dont know if i would still be here. i drank too much. and then shit hit the fan. i went crazy. i hit rock bottom. now i've got to prove ( Read more... )

one night
one crazy ass night is all it takes
and i want more
and more
and i never egt enough
and i jsut wanna

haha so apparently i wrote that when i was drunk. i wanna goto maz..but at the same time i dont .fuck i dunno.