this weekend was crazy. man i can't even put into words how crazy it was. fuck. good times. now its back to reality..p.s its 42 degrees. HOLY crap

i had a weird ass dream me and ariane had to sneak into ifmans house. and we slept in some room. he woke up and was really cool with it. it was weird seeing him. he seemed happy to see me. his gf had a really thick quebecer accent.

in other news i started work in 54 minutes and i just woke up. i fucking hate waking up late!

i've been weak. there will be none of this bullshit anymore.

its hot. j'ai passer les mathematiques. je veux ecrire. cette chanson est jolie ( Read more... )

i am completely lost. a little scared. and very confused. whats missing? i dont remember ever feeling this way. it really feels like something is missing. i'm on a mission to find the missing piece..

bonne st jean baptisteeeeeeeee

so strange. since i think last friday i've been hanging out with jen. pretty much everyday. and we kept seeing felix every single one of those days. pure coincidence. i like him. kind of. not really. i really have to stop smoking pot. i hate it. tomorrow is my math exam. i'm going to pass it. life is good. and stuff. im going to take a nap ( Read more... )

i just wanna buy a plane ticket to anywhere but here.

so I think I suffered Alcohol Poisoning over the weekend. That really wasnt cool. It kind of makes me not want to drink for a while. Oh snap! We'll see how far that goes. I really would like to stay sober for a few weeks. Until the St Jean Baptiste maybe...Anyway I've been clean for a week and 5 days. Which is so sweet. That is staying that way for ( Read more... )

i wish kris was around. the kris that i met last summer. the one that i knew and adored.. sigh