i guess that no matter how long you try to keep yourself floating, eventually there's nothing left to do but drown.

let tomorrow go quickly.

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i'm in this alone.

my room still smells faintly of the cigarettes we smoked in bed, legs twisted in each others, free arms wrapped around and clinging to each others shoulders, each of us making the other swear to never let go ( Read more... )

brenton was here. allow me to summarize:

love n. 1- A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive 2- qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness ( Read more... )

i fucked with this to make it more true to life. im pleased.

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haulmollybox goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as faery.airborneherpes gives you 7 beautiful pictures she took.bellabang gives you 3 grams of blowdevised tricks you! You get a thumbtack.forthebloodof makes you 1 cup of delicious chaikissmeonmyheart give you ( Read more... )

last night after dinner, my sister and i sat under this massive stone horse statue sharing a cigarette and discussing our various fantasies. sex, freedom, violence. truth and misconception. it was good, we both needed it. today my my eyes and sweater matched my mood ring for the most of the day. small pleasures. more cigarettes after school, then i ( Read more... )

the bad news:
my right wisdom tooth is back with a vengeance. the back of my mouth feels something like ground veggie burger. i cant say my S sound correctly.

the good news:
i think we have every inch of each other memorized. inside, outside, body mind and soul.

deliberating this whole halloween thing, trying to figure out what i really think, how i really feel. *sigh ( Read more... )

staring out the window of the greyhound listening to the cure. watching the palms turn into shrubs, and then gradually, finally, into real trees. and robert smith is singing, and im willing the hours to pass, and i realize that in two days, my face will hurt from smiling so much ( Read more... )