"where we're standing right now, in the ruins in the dark,what we build could be anything"

friday nights are the ultimate off time. and its rare that i offer a "what i did today" entry, but im so happy right now as a result of the last twenty four hours that DAMMIT, im putting it in ink. text. fuck you. anyway ( Read more... )

so, i baked cranberry scones for our minibusinessmeeting/teaparty the other day, they were so fucking good that i MISS them. damn. apron baking. good times. theme outfits, yeah. so busy lately, showers have become a completely new experience. the shirt goes off while the legs are getting in, shampoo is in my hands before my hair is fully wet, and ( Read more... )

im hungry and going to subway today. be jealous. i got a c on my anatomy test and im pissed because it really fucks with my otherwise perfect record. uf application deadline is eight days away and my transcripts still havent come in the mail, ugh. people move so fucking slowly, only one of the reasons world domination is absolutely necessary. ( Read more... )

have sex with widows to rid them of evil spirits. too bad the whole country is infested with aids ( Read more... )

ticket to cursive: $12
shirt i thought was black but is really navy blue: $10
brenton's pepsi: $2
my diet pepsi: $1
talking to tim's dad then hearing them close an already fucking amazing set with "gentleman caller" and feeling like for the first time in a long time, maybe the worst really is over ( Read more... )

so, if i dont get out of miami soon, i'm going to die.
seriously, it only needs to be like two days. im rotting alive.

+ argh! today is national talk like a pirate day, matey.
+ i need to get out of miami soon, very soon, even if it's just for a little while.
+ i fixed my bong
+ i still can't figure out what to do with my fucking hair.
+ the buick is back on stage. (for the time being.)
+ tomorrow, i black out in honour of johnny cash. it's all for you, johnny!

people used to drown themselves in the bathtub a lot more frequently than they do now.

ill make sure the water's extra hot.

i hate:
- that there's no one i can talk to about anything.
- the feeling inside of me
- weekend homework
- weakness.
- that my heart doesn't lie as well as my lips do.

i love:
- the good life. thank you, so much.
- effective consolation
- mind numbing cigarettes

i need:
- liquor
- drugs
- money
- a car
- brenton
- motivation