I have a new love. "Fever." Peggy Lee. That song is the sexiest thing I have ever heard. Other news: I finished my last journal today and started my new one (it is so pretty, a black and white photo of a man and woman kissing in a train station). That brings my total tally of completed diaries up to three. It is so satisfying to see them all ( Read more... )

a poem i wrote, the partial rhyme is a bit odd and there are some funky lines in it, but i do like it. middle stanza needs something. wpuld appreciate any constructive criticism. tell me what you like or didnt like. the context: mara sends his daughters to tempt buddha. if you've seen little buddha you can tell which scene it's based on. c ( Read more... )

Teri has now twice requested that I update but I don’t know that I have anything to say. Plus I am afraid mom is going to barge in and yell at me for not scrubbing out my bathroom cupboard as asked. Ah well. Friday was an absolutely hellish school day and I am so glad that this fecking semester is almost over. Finals next week. Feel, as usual ( Read more... )

sigh

had been trying to do bloody math and only had attention span enough to copy one problem out of the back. mind wandered and i found myself imagining collegestudent!molly crying over old journals alone in her dorm room, longing for the now. for math woes and chris and mom lying on my bed and asking with an exaggerated pout, "you'll always be my ( Read more... )

Oh god. today is the 29th. i have two applications to do. so what have i been doing all day? laughing my ass off at bridget jones, which incidentally i was reading in bed, still in my pajamas at noon on a monday, while consuming sugar cookies and slurping down tea. *facepalms* i never ever change. and since it isnt yet 11:59 pm on the 31st i ( Read more... )

Am terribly mixed up inside. Everything feels foreign. Disconnected. I feel so, so, so alone. I feel lost to myself. Something weird happened. Dad had had some irregularities in a blood test and had been scheduled to take another test Tuesday. For the preceding week his anxiety had permeated the house. He was terrified and consequently ( Read more... )

Story of Isaac ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I am anchored to existence by a song, and if I don’t press rewind over and over I will lose something, stop thing or stop feeling or stop breathing. Right now that song is Babylon by Jason something or other. I heard it this morning at Liz’s, on a preview for "Serendipity," the very stupid movie we are presently watching in ( Read more... )

Madz shadowed me today-it was nice to have her with me. That girl has a good head on her shoulders. I was outrageously inane/giggly throughout the day and then came home and promptly crashed on my bed for two hours, waking up to find myself in an intimate embrace with the dog. Day in the life. Ooh, but last night. Simon and Garfunkel concert ( Read more... )