ok i just found out some serious shit about some people who were going out. ******** and ******** are going out. i mean i noe that he always liked her but omfg! i would have never even gessed. o well. im not going to tell ne one who it is tho, cuz im going to enjoy keeping this secret to myself. yay!!!! one thing going on at this scool that is ( Read more... )

another thing that i just realized, im not sure if i really want to live anymore

im sorry. i just realized that i never write about something happy. and im always so depressed. i really apologize.

so my point has definently just been proven when i say i have no tru friends here. lil fucker is starting to piss me off, and its funny cuz ive bin thinking bout it and shes bin pissing me off for a while now but for some reason i felt like i had to be nice to her cuz she couldnt get mad at me and not be ok with me anymore. why is that? and then c ( Read more... )

n fuckin study hall rite now. mr lips givin me shit. caitlin beginning to irritate me. yay. :(

i just realized what i hate. when people talk like they're chatting
when they say lol or omg, or lmao
and theyre not evn on the computer theyre just talking to u
RRRRRRRRR

i have been thinking lately about myself, and just...how i am. ive been thinking about whether or not i am a good person, am i a bitch, and i just feel really weird. like my mind isnt all the way here, and i feel like my life is passing before my eyes, and i feel as if i have no real friends, and then i feel like i am losing haley and adelina, my ( Read more... )

ok i'm sitting here crying cuz i realized how much i dont have a life. i feel like no one wants me or anything to do with me. am i that terrible? whats wrong with me? what do i do to people to make them not love me? thats all ive ever wanted all my life was for someone to love me. geez i want a drink

ok so lately ive bin feeling like shit. dont ask me why, cuz i dont know. well, i mean i do noe y, but its too much to explain. so many fake people. like, its just to much to bear sometimes. too much to handle. i just got thru talking to adria, and she really made me feel better. like i was talking to her about how i feel so suffocated being here, ( Read more... )

wassup yal. so its bin one hell of a week. so me and lil fucker found *****'s live journal and boy does it have alot of shit. i just joined weight lifting and its so much fuckin fun. im finally over ******* and i feel really good about that. like, i was thinking and i never should have wanted to go out with him in the first place, cuz i totally ( Read more... )