hey. im still here at school. by myself. all alone. omg. i am so fuckin bored and hungry. i cant order food and i cant eat anything cuz the school isnt serving anything. it really sux. i am so fuckin bored out of my mind. carol is picking me up. how fun. shes p9icking me up in my dads car and that car slaps hella hard and i noe she aint goin to let ( Read more... )

ok. so i called, and he answered. i told him how i felt, well actually i started to but it was too loud for me to hear. anywayz... i was talking to him and i did tell him how im sorry that i was avoiding him and stuff, and i asked him if he felt like stuff was weird and everything and he was like no, everythings fine. i dont know. so much bull shit ( Read more... )

ok. well so much for the letter. i didnt have the nerve to give him the letter, so now im going to just tell him myself. i feel so shitty. its not even funny. i dont have a ride for me to get home tomorrow, my dad is acting bitchy towards me like this is my fault. and its not! im so tired of him bitching at me. hes so full of shit. he said that he ( Read more... )

i feel really satisfied. i wrote a little netter telling him about how i feel. i told him about how ive only been acting weird because i thought that he was having problems with me. i feel very happy about wat i have done. now all i have to do is wait for his reply. o boy

im ignoring him? omfg. he says that ive bin ignoring him. i feel so fuckin confused cuz the only reason y i was acting how i was acting was becuz of how he was acting. he says that he wants me to talk to him more. bull shit man, im so serious. he told this to my best friend here, and she told me. i called him but he didnt answer. u see wat i mean? ( Read more... )

hey wats up yal. today is going pretty good. i told her how pissed i was yesterday and then i felt better cuz i realized that i cant b pissed about her bull shit. its just not going to go down like that. im tired as fuck but o well u noe wat i mean. thats just how shit goes sometimes. i cant let that bring me down tho. i actually feel quite happy ( Read more... )

i am severyly disgusted. this friggin girl had the nerve to say that she doesnt want to "babysit" her grandmother. she is so fuckin lucky to evn have one. my grandmother died 3 weeks ago and when she was alive i took care of her like no other while she was sick with fuckin cancer. everyday i had to worry that she mite not be alive the next day. so ( Read more... )

ok. so were in community forum, and she had to talk about how sorry she was or watever, and she acted like wat she did was nothing. i am black, so i was highly offended. she really doesnt even care about wat she did which is the sad thing. she should really be ashamed of herself. shes seriously pissing me off.

hey. today was one hell of a day. i realized that i will never be able to have him. no matter how much i want him, its just never going to happen. how fuckin pathetic