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21 Days
So I havn't posted in a month, alot has changed and I can honestly sit here and say I am a fully changing woman ( Read more... ) -
I dont know how to do it.....
So as of this past weekend, Eric and I are no longer a couple. Grainted we sleep in the same bed, stay in the same house, but its done. I feel so lost, he has been my best friend for so long and to loo at him crushes my heart. I know I hurt him, but he hurt me too. By talking to another woman, who I know he desires, so I went a stray. But I just ( Read more... ) -
fighting demons
Its been a long time, as I have offten started journals out before I don't know where to begin. Life has been this horrible storm for me, and I feel like the little girl hunched in the closet without anyone praying for God to come and rescue her ( Read more... ) -
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its 4 am, my depression consuming. I have no drive, no want to do it any more. I have failed- as a mother, girl friend, person ( Read more... ) -
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After having a total emotional breakdown yesterday, I have a day off to get myself into sorts. I am not sure when everything started just getting so heckitc that I started to forget to take care of my simple needs ( Read more... ) -
Three weeks went fast
Three weeks since my last entry, feels like 3 days. Seems like I got back from Texas things have been up in arms. I just don't even know what is what anymore ( Read more... ) -
we are in full potty training mode
so finally decided to get this potty thing over with yesterday...... 10 min off potty 5 min on unless we went somewhere or sleeping....then she wears a pull up.
She seems to be adjusting perfect to this, she on wet 3 times yeaterday and used the potty 2 times. So so far so good we will see how day 2 goes wish us luck! -
I should be alseep
I am havig a bad case of isomina......I am sure it because of tomorrow ( Read more... ) -
on a roller coaster
So some miutes in this day seem to being going normal, no problems, good even. Then there are minutes of today that I just want to crawl out of my own skin and run away ( Read more... ) -
My poor Boopers
Recently Isabella has been acting out; Not taking naps, hitting when not getting what she wants, just fall on the ground crying fits for reasons I cannot totally figure out. I have tried everything I can think of to deal with this, but I am just to a point of letting her cry it out in her room-or freak out or whatever in her room until she chills ( Read more... )