This sucks, I've been awake all day and I'm still not tired. I have to wake up early today cause I got stuff to do but I just can't sleep, I've tried ( Read more... )

I've come to the realization that I suck. I'm a horrible person whether or not I show it all of the time or not. I suck. I think that there might actually be something wrong with me, I could actually be a sadistic, narsasistic, asshole ( Read more... )

This weekend was so cool, I had so much fun playing archaea and just BSing around the campfire after the event was called for the night. I don't normally get a lot of time to talk or hang out with the people outside of the games but I actually got to talk to them at the camps afterward. These people kick ass ( Read more... )

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I dont care about all of this drama between me and April. I want everyone to leave her and I alone about it, mainly her. She doesnt deserve to be harassed about this. It is her life, let her live it how she wants ( Read more... )

From now on when I find my happy little bubble again like I did last night, I'm not coming out of it. I was happy all day and night until I went to hang out with some friends for a few hours ( Read more... )

For once, within the past few days I can say that I'm happy. While everyone else went to Alchemy, an activity that I wasnt too interested in participating in, sorry April, I know it was for your birthday, I stayed home. At first I just chatted with a few people online at the time I was still depressed. But around 11:30 I found happiness, no it ( Read more... )

It's only getting worse. I sit here at home alone with nothing to do. I could go to Alchemy but I don't feel like it, I could play my favorite computer game, Diablo, but I don't feel like it, I could go to sleep but don't feel like it. I dont feel like doing anything. I feel like my body is eating me from the inside out ( Read more... )

It's hard. I try to play it off but it doesn't work, I don't even know how well I play it off. It hurts to stay friends, I've never been with someone that I really cared for enough after a relationship to even bother trying. It's hard to care so much for someone and to look at them and know that they feel nothing in return, it sucks. I don't know ( Read more... )

I probably wouldn't be home yet if I walked.
Fuck, I'm bored.

I've tryed sleeping, I still have too much adrenaline flowing through me to sleep. I'm not tired. Man, this sucks.

Grrr...

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