i have another appt with the therapist today. i don't like her cuz she's stupid ( Read more... )

i have an appt with a female therapist today... i'm nervous even though i know better. i filed my nails down to nothing while chatting on the phone here at work, i didn't realize it was getting painful until one of my fingers started to bleed. my mind isn't functioning today and i don't think it's been up to par in some time. hopefully soon, my ( Read more... )

work is the shit... not in a good way, that is ( Read more... )

i met with a therapy intern yesterday... about an hour and a half of questions, just for intake - background and shit. i cried like 3 or 4 different times, i felt like such a pussy. alea was in the room with me since i thought it was going to be like all the other times i'd started therapy... "tell me about a time when..." i can never remember ( Read more... )

i'm sitting here eating a salad for lunch and guess who decides to take lunch with me? every fucking day, i swear to god... i'll go get my food out of the frig and then usually tie up loose ends or whatever, then i sit down and bla-dow! "jenn, i'm gonna go get lunch". umm, ok. then she sits there with the usual piece of pizza and coke. every ( Read more... )

it's raining again. oh, poo! the weather WAS so nice and warm and sunny... i thought it was going to stick this time. i think we all did ( Read more... )

List 10 things you want to say to 10 different people. Do not state who these people are. Do not confirm or deny any "comment speculation ( Read more... )

i've been 'nudged' to post, so here it goes ( Read more... )

i'm in pain.
i'm fucking angry.
and i can't stop thinking about poking their GD eyeballs out with WHITE HOT LEAD.

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