i haven't had a chance to just let go in a while, so now that i'm free at work and i am semi interested in writing my thoughts i'll do just that ( Read more... )

my back hurts. so do my tits. fucking pms ( Read more... )

a week and a half after my oral surgery i am beginning to feel better. yesterday was a really awesome day, the best i've had in a LONG time. today feels kinda crappy, but i'm fighting it. it's amazing how much time i've spent with alea since the end of january... and we've only got into it a couple of times... saturday being one of them... we spent ( Read more... )

i've had the hiccups all day ( Read more... )

i asked alea to be my girlfriend last night. we were sitting on shitters in opposite stalls at acme bowl in southcenter. she said yes, we were drunk.

i don't believe much in these relationship thingies anymore, but i do know that i adore her... from the bottom of my heart.

ahhh, life is good. just like my last entry. not much has changed, if anything at all. the family back in cali, jenn and cash money are the only 3 touchy subjects in my life, none of which i can do anything about. so why stress, right? i am trying. i am also trying not to be a bitch. i don't know if it's me going off my medication again doubling up ( Read more... )

say hmm ( Read more... )

so i went to the emergency room tuesday afternoon, since i was in so much fucking pain i couldn't stand it anymore... it took an hour or so to be seen, not too bad considering... they inserted a catheter to get a "clean" piss sample, which didn't turn out to be so "clean" since the bitch scraped the shit out of my urethra (sp?)... all because i was ( Read more... )

me and alea went to issaquah to visit zoe, a friend of alea's... she's a cool chick, very cool... we left later in the afternoon on saturday, since i had dinner plans friday night and many things came up saturday morning... like life. lol. jenn and zandi, well... it's on the rocks, like we all knew it would be. i'm not happy about it, but i am glad ( Read more... )

jesus h! again, i have thee worst gas on the face of the planet... trapped under my right lower ribs... wtf? like i eat crap ALL the time??? and i am burping up my acid reflux causing coffee... ew. i feel like poo ( Read more... )