from a friend i don't know all that well, with tears in my eyes i am rendered speechless ( Read more... )

i swear, even when they're in your motherfucking bed they fuck your head. the difference this time, is that i know... i already know what she's thinking, what she's feeling... and i know what's to come. bravo to me for finally paying attention... this life is beeeeeeeautiful and the future, fuck that!, the present has great things in store. yay me!

fuuuuuuuuuuuck, pooping is soooo great most of the time... but when it's combined with fierce stomach and back pain it ain't so good... nope. makes me wanna be at home curled up on the couch with her toes on mine, reading our books and listening to bob. yeah. i had coffee this morning, i did yesterday too but hmm... maybe it's just catching up with ( Read more... )

the new/old csr is really irritating me... how can you not remember one simple thing? every day, over and over and over again? i'm sorry, but i'm glad they're replacing her... i don't think i should have to ask for due dates on EVERY SINGLE JOB, EVERY SINGLE DAY. grr. huff huff ( Read more... )

sooooooo tired. what is it that makes me tired? yipes. i went to bed early last night, got up early too... i felt like i got decent sleep but still... ugh ( Read more... )

i feel like it's been fucking forever... maybe cuz i really don't have much to say ( Read more... )

i s'pose it doesn't much matter since i don't have to work and i started at 3 am.... she called me over and over... drunk and fuck... wanting it, something... some thing ( Read more... )

omg, can i just take a minute to say, whoa??? the passed 2 days have been fucking nutty... i like getting drunk, A LOT but seriously... you just don't realize til you stop for a bit how much it REALLY takes out of you... so much to say, never the words to say it... but today i will try to spew all the shit, take some fucking time to get some things ( Read more... )

i try hard not to be passive aggressive but i'm sorry now, i need to vent. you fucking ASSHOLE, how dare you act like a friend and turn your back to me like i don't exist. who the fuck gave you the right to be such a punk when i've opened my arms and heart to you and your fucking drama? i have no drama, all i wanted was to go out some time chat a ( Read more... )

i am so tired of this yo-yo.