So Adam and I have been going out like 3 weeks now. He's so adorable. Sweet and stuff. I'm afraid I'm starting to care too much about him. I'm so scared of being hurt. I don't do well with hurt. I know he said he never would... and I know he really likes me and cares about me. Why do I long to be around him so much. We've both kinda gone through ( Read more... )

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So I have a boyfriend now.. tra la la! He's so adorable. We work together.. which is kinda fun.. kinda weird... cause we have to pretend like nothing is going on. But yah he skateboards and smokes, and is super nice, and super cute.
anyways I'm going to stop being 15.
ciao

bored .. so bored.... why won't the guy I like just show wome interest damn it

So yah I went out for a smoke with this guy at work... and I was all totally awkward and stuff.. couldn't really think of anything to say... I hate myself sometimes... I really wish I could be more articulate.... or at least go for guys that like me back. Geez wtf was I thinking... then again I did go for stan... so my judgement isn't really up to

so here's the question; do i sell out to the man and become a manager at safeway or follow my heart through acting and stay true to myself.

I dunno..

man I have this crush on this guy at work.. it sucks.. I really wish I didn't give a fig about him.

ciao

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So I'm happy today. Yesterday my manager mentioned I should think about going into management at safeway. I got a job interview at the burr theatre for box office assisstant. And yah pretty much things are great at the moment.. Oh and my union is going to reemburse me for taking a shop steward course... which I've been wanting to take for a couple

So I went out to smoke up with this guy from work today. It was pretty cool. I played around on his skateboard for a bit... I really can't skateboard worth shit... but I miss it.. It was fun.

So I've become a junkie; addicted anything and everything that will take me away from my dull normality. Please feed me, smoke me, toke me, drink me, just do something to make this shifty eyed dirty blonde fade away. Make me pretty... comb my hair... Silver shirt.. purple collar, red patent maryjanes ( Read more... )