electronic booze and transulent hash ( Read more... )

I got my vintage my little ponies lunchbox today.. yay!!

So my last week just flew by.. now I have the next two days to ponder away and hope for the best ( Read more... )

I pierced my nipple last night.. ouch

So I figured it out. I want perfection in love. I want to live my life with someone. Unfortunately my great lonliness drives my impatience. As much as I've always scoffed at girls who just want to get married and have kids... The truth is... I just want to find a soul mate. I need to find peace with myself first. But to me it all just seems so ( Read more... )

I am chaos ( Read more... )

I really don't want to leave.. I like it here.. but everyone tells me its not a good place to be... and yah last time everyone told me I was in a bad place I was with ross and they were right. but I don't wanna go.. this place feels like home

I can't help but feel used by stan... fucking pisses me off. I mean yah I got something out of it too. but still... its like I'm sad and your there so I'll hold you so I don't feel so lonely... but now I'm not sad and I have someone so good bye.. .fucking always happens to me. I should have let him just have chelsea.... would of saved me a lot ( Read more... )

lookie what I found.. have to go to the states to get it... but still.. yayness!!!

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