So, I´ve had a crappy evening and I feel like ranting a bit, and this is as good a place as any other, and since Valentine´s day is one of those things I heavily dislike, I may as well do it now ( Read more... )

It´s been long since I wrote on my LJ... And today I´ve been thinking a lot, so I thought I may as well write something ( Read more... )

So I´m fucking pissed off. I´m more fucking pissed of that I´ve been in goddamn years. I am now convinced of the world´s ungratefulness and of the fact that the more selfish you are in this shit of a life we´re given, the best of you, and the less they´ll fuck you over. Today, I had a fight with Mia. The why of the fight is irrelevant, at this ( Read more... )

Today, a friend of mine and my ex-ex Paula (that girl I loved so much for a time) who is from Korea came to visit us here in Spain. She´s spending a few days over, and staying in Paula´s house, and so they phoned me to hang out tonight with a couple of other girls from Korea that were here too ( Read more... )

And not much motivation to do so... Many things have happened over the past few days... I had surgery on my wrist, which involved removing a cyst from it. I wasn´t able to type properly for a few days, having my hand in a sling, and all, but now I´m all right, and healing up well ( Read more... )

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This post is gonna be weird, I guess... But we´ll see ( Read more... )

I was reflecting today about good and evil, and I finally came to one conclusion. Human beings are good by convenience. We would be evil, and rule by strength, but that only assures us that someone stronger would come to bully us around, so instead we decide to be good, cos it´s more convenient on the long run (so no stupid "human beings are good ( Read more... )

I´m sleepless today (no wonder, considering that I got up at 4.15 PM today...), even though I had a tiring day. I was auditioning for a hard rock band today, and, much to my surprise, they actually liked how I performed, even if I´ve only been playing for a short time. They may even hire me, which would be really cool, cos they´re probably the best ( Read more... )

This morning, the phone rung. I picked it up, and, since I had been sleeping at that point, I didn´t recognize the woman who wanted to talk with my mother. She did recognize me, though. It was my ex, Paula, the one woman I´ve loved the most in my whole life. We hadn´t spoken on the phone for years, and while I was speaking with her, I could feel ( Read more... )