I rearranged my entire bedroom last night. Jesus I don't know why I started, but I did and everything looks great now, but there was about 2 hours of complete madness where I was very concerned for my own life,it seemed my clothes wanted to swallow me whole. I made it though, please insert picture of Vanessa standing with chair, and whip in hands ( Read more... )

Why do our brains hold on to memories that just don't need to be there anymore. Why can't we remember forever the things we want to? Today I remembered the combination to my lock I used in highschool. But I can't remember my father's birthday. I can picture my grandmother's frown, but can't remember her smile. I have all these memories and stupid ( Read more... )

You are officially on my mutual friends list, friend!! Hope you have mellowed a bit since your last post, all the best in Tex!

Arg. My damn eardrum ruptured. I have been on cloud nine love style and ignoring my physical condition, which apparently is kind of crappy. I have had a pretty nasty cold, sinus thing going on, and well I let it go enough that ear decided to explode in order to get my attention so I will go to the freakin' doctor and get antibiotics. Arg and grrr ( Read more... )

Had a great weekend! I didn't have to work at all, not even a little bit, which NEVER happens. I spent Saturday morning running around doing errands and seeing an old friend. I miss that old friend, more than I would like to admit. Saturday night I went with Mitchell and Shannon and Allen to see Fall of the House of Usher at JCCT. Good stuff. Of ( Read more... )

CORN MAZE- anyone, anyone?

Crazy times, crazy times. Isn't it funny how we can be blind sided by emotions we never intended to have. Now does that make them more real? My last relationship experience tells me, no, you idiot. I blindly fell in love then, and look where that got me, nothing negative, nothing positive, just time gone that I can't get back. I should stop ( Read more... )

So, yeah. In my mind I thought, I am going to date, meet lots of men, women, probably have crazy one night stands, and just go buck fucking wild. I guess it really does happen when you least expect it. So, crap. My head is all light, my stomach is all full of butterflies, my heart, (yes, my damn heart even!) is all pitter-pattery. Crap. Crap. Crap ( Read more... )

I am adopting a new kitten! I've had the idea in my mind for awhile, and yesterday this lady brought a litter into the clinic. There sat this little, literally 1/2 pound, orange tabby kitten with blue eyes begging me to say I would be his new mommie. Well, oooooook. I can't have him yet, he is only 2 1/2 weeks old and not ready to leave his ( Read more... )

but sometimes it sure can feel like it. ET and I decided to call it quits after a week of him being home and us making our "efforts" to make it work. I don't know what happened, we just lost that spark I guess. Too much time apart, too different, whatever...it was just-done. No hard feelings, I will miss him greatly, our friendship should survive, ( Read more... )