Sorry.

Im just going through a lot right now...again.

I miss her..yada yada...cry. I am sure you heard it from me before. Probably getting sick of it, even if its true.

I still wonder why she is gone..and, think this is some cruel joke the universe is playing on me. Its not real, I say..sometimes.

Shes gone, Im letting her go.

Perhaps you should too?

You can find me here now trying to forget. Have to figure out how to add freinds. Will be plunking down the 20 for a year. I wish I had done the same for her. I have to admit, I hated her writing about us on line. I was wary. I regret that.

Hope to see some of you there.

I pray I can.

I feel better now ( Read more... )

Its her birthday tomorrow, she would have been 31.

I dont know how much longer I can live.

Thank you all for your support ( Read more... )

I dont know how to say this. I will start simple, and pray I dont lose control while I post this ( Read more... )

When did the Kool-Aid man start wearing pants?

And more importantly, why??