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Hehe I'm so happy right now
It came through. Thank God, it came through. I just got the e-mail telling me that my withdraw application has been approved. Its like a giant weight has been lifted. I no longer have to worry about failing my classes, finishing my extremely late assignments and having to study for finals. Now I can just focus on taking care of Mom and ( Read more... ) -
Feeling slightly retarded
Ok, so I'm feeling a little embarrassed about my emotional blow-up last night. However, I'm feeling a lot better today. Its like I can breathe again. I'm still stressed out but I no longer feel trapped or overwhelmed by it. I think I've just kept too much inside. I haven't even really dealt with my Mom's stroke yet and that happened in January ( Read more... ) -
Ok, I think I just broke
Ok, that breakdown I was fearing, I think I'm kinda in the middle of it right now. I don't know what happened. I was going to bed and the next thing I know I'm in my brother's old closet slamming my fist into the wall until it started to bleed and swell. Then I fell to the ground weeping. Then I went backing hitting the wall. And now I'm back ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
So I have an update on my academic situation. So this semester I have been sucking at school. I have misses a butt load of classes because of taking care of my mother. I'm also now behind in all my classes. So I talked with my parents and we decided that I should apply to withdrawl under extenuating circumstances from my courses this semester ( Read more... ) -
Freaking Out
OK, I'm kinda freaking out right now. My Dad is leaving for the weekend to attend the opening of a golf course that he is the lawyer for. Now normally my father leaving for the weekend is not a huge deal. However, this is the first trip he has taken since Mom had her stroke. Since Mom's stroke, Dad and I have become like her private nurses with ( Read more... ) -
So Tired
Life has just been kicking my ass lately. I have papers that are due for all my classes. I'm behind in my reading for all of my classes and my mom isn't doing so well. She is in so much pain from her arthritis that its making the side effects from her stroke worse. She barely makes any sense and she keeps having insulin reactions because she ( Read more... ) -
OMG First Exam!!
Alright, I'm about 2 hours away from writing my first exam and I'm freaking out a little. It probably doesn't help that I haven't really studied but anyways. My parents have just left on the vacation so I don't really have anyone to vent to right now so I'm going to use my journal. OK, using calming breathing techniques. I've looked over my ( Read more... ) -
Finally
I'm finally posting in my journal again. Woohoo. Real Life has just been harshly kicking my ass the last few months. I've barely had time for school let alone this journal but school is now over for the semester and I have much to tell.
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Extremely Frustrated
GOD ( Read more... )