You know when you just break? I used to spend so much time bitching on this thing about how much "not caring" was killing me, but I can see now how much easier life was when nothing mattered but me.

I'm back there now, well almost.

I've spent a lot of time inside my head this week, and I'm sort of getting out of the rut I've been in. I realized that I've been looking way to hard for someone to fix me, and I really just need to put myself back together. I spend so much time fixing other people, and I identify with them way too much. I understand the importance of having ( Read more... )

I miss apathy a lot.

moralpoison13 (11:22:19 PM): when people are being phony call them on it
moralpoison13 (11:22:43 PM): when there is an elephant in the room point it out
moralpoison13 (11:23:07 PM): when people are threatened by you take it as a compliment

I need to vent, and this is for my own personal use so if you don’t care just skip this. Let’s start a year and a half ago. It was about this time that I was starting to fall in love with someone else’s girlfriend. Yeah, bad decision right? It’s frustrating to no end. The problem is that my high school fascination with figuring out other people ( Read more... )

Russia! Three weeks down, three weeks left.

I was supposed to leave for Moscow for two months on saturday night, but the trip has been delayed by a week so I'm stuck here to rot in Brandon for another two weeks. The cold war never ended.

I have this feeling that I'm sitting in a catapult and someone is about to cut the rope.

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