A real friend isnt bailing you out of jail its the one sitting next to you saying damn that kicked ass!

My mom is talking about suicide now. She just popped a hand full of pills. I love how she does this right in front of Dori and Jordan. If she is attempting suicide right now then this'll be the second time Me, Dori, and Jordan have seen her down a bottle of pills. Not saying she downed a bottle...just a hand full ( Read more... )

My mom is having a psychotic break down. Apparently, my dad cheated on my mom with Joey Pacos' sister. She is about 19-20 right, now. I figure when this happened she was 18 or whenever. He was bitching at my mom for something then brought up how she cheated on him 11 yrs ago. Then, she flipping because he cheated with a chick that he's old enough ( Read more... )

I am cold and tired. Today was a better day, though ( Read more... )

Eh. I am totally drained. Everything has been snowballing the past few days. I am just having a really hard time. My dad tried to have a "father daughter" chat last night. That is the first time my dad has talked to me -Unless you count making fun of me or telling me what a fuck up I am- in about 8 years ( Read more... )

Too much shit has been going on for the past couple of days ( Read more... )

I just had the sudden urge to call Zach. For some reason I want to talk to him. I don't know why. I want to call him with an urge like I miss him, but I don't miss him. I mean I don't think I do. I just feel shitty that we aren't friends any more. I wish he wasn't such an asshole, then maybe we could still be friends ( Read more... )

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I wish I would stop thinking and just do things. Every time I make up my mind about something I am wrong. Fuck this! Fuck what other people think. I always seem like a hypocrite or a liar, but this i because I can NEVER make up my mind. EVER! I always do then there comes something to make things different. What the hell.