haha jk ( Read more... )

i have no idea why i decided to write this entry. it's been over a year. apparently im in an interesting state of mind. i read over some old entries. funny how in some ways ive changed so much but in other im still exactly the same. faults i had that i wish i could change i still have. you think growing up, going to college will change things. some ( Read more... )

i feel like shit tonight. just thought id put that out there. it feels like there is some wall between me and everyone else. i dont understand it. i was fine not long ago. nothing bad happened. nothing extremely good either, but thats normal. i leave for school in 19 days. im excited. i hoping that is what i need. maybe something there will lift me ( Read more... )

well i usually never write about actual events in detail but i think my thursday night is worth it. this way i can look back and be able to remember it and laugh all over again ( Read more... )

i graduated high school, it's summer. woot ( Read more... )

weird night ( Read more... )

i would just like to state that as of this morning i still have a red shoe print on my leg. I am also starting to bruise in a region close to the shoe print. i have red dots on my butt which i suspect are broken blood vessels. it is a bit sore.

i heart our track team :)

very emotional
very muaeep
very confused
very mad that my leg hurts
very nervous about running the 100h again, but i want to
very certain that i can now say that running a 400 sucks
very much want to watch ferris bueller
i want to play tag

its may!! tomorrow is my last final at akron. everything just flew by, it's so crazy. only two weeks of track left. i dont want it to end. i love being there and being with everyone. its weird thinking that there is no next year, this is it. so much has been going on that its hard to comprehend it all and keep everything straight. i have ( Read more... )

well lets see ... i have a lap top now!! whoo hoo lol. thats what im using right now, trying to break it in i guess. i still need a mouse and case. i hate the touch pad thing. ive also started working. ive worked two nights already and i work again tonight. but tonight will be nice b/c i dont have to close and i will get home a bit earlier. only ( Read more... )