I'm sitting on my bed and there's noisy rock n' roll playing in the living room. My white kitty is at the foot of the bed and I think he knows I feel sad. He's lost some weight and I keep telling him that I'm not going to let us starve to death. The service industry is for suckers. I won't mind if I never have to say, "what can I get for you?" ( Read more... )

yeah. the last words i speak, "I can't wait to be naked and in my bed, smoking, before I go to sleep." Simplicity amazes me at every turn.

I know I'm not the only one that feels crazy. I know that almost everyone that I spend time with feels out of their minds. However, when I feel this awful, I do not take comfort in these facts. I do not think that I ask for too much and I'm sick of everyone using the exuse, "I was drunk ( Read more... )

Every once in awhile, I feel like I have to write something here. I only keep this around so I can see how my far away friend are doing. i think that everyone else that writes here and then doesn't talk about all the words they have, are sad. I make an ass out of myself when I drink tequila and I've vowed not to drink that or eat Janky Mart food ( Read more... )

Last night, I watched a video that was filmed during the final days of my sophmore year of highschool. Turns out that nothing much has changed since I was 16.

Red and White ( Read more... )

you left yourself open to this...
luv, sharee

It is very rarely that I feel like updating this thing we call a livejournal ( Read more... )

Where do you go when you are tired and sober? Home, to try to write to your friends that are away. Do you really think I'll start writing here again? Probabley not. Just sometimes, when I'm waiting for the melatonin and I have nothing else to do.

I don't want anybody to go. I can't wait to move in with the boys again. It's 4am, I'm

Yes, I like it better in Kalamazoo than here in Holly, Mich. Waking up and drinking coffee in the kitchen at my parent's house is not nearly as good as waking up with Erin and drinking the pre 4th Coast cup of coffee. And people in Detroit are "cool" but people in Kalamazoo are nice.