Ive been really lucky in life so far. Nothing really bad has ever happened to me I havent lost anyone particularly close to me, I've never broken a bone, I live in the lap of luxury in friggin southern california. My most trying times have been tempestous loves of crazy women. How sad that my greatest trials and tribulations are over women? Even in ( Read more... )

Have you ever just got up one morning and all of a sudden things seem different? People are acting differently? The reasons why people do things are more apparent? Everythings just different ( Read more... )

You Know I realize now that I have been obsessing way too much over Alex. We had our good times and our Bad times. But the good times were great and that's what I want to cherish. So I hope shell be my friend and I hope she goes on being happy. Now I just need to sort out the route of my happiness and find out who I am and I think Im set. Until ( Read more... )

I cannot fucking believe this. Alex has a new boyfriend...and yeah...she's doin him...and the very thought of him and her...is making me feel like i want to throw up. I just cnat believe that somewhere deep under the fucking scars that shes left on my mind and my heart that i can fucking care enough about her to even give a shit. But I DO! I want ( Read more... )

Hello all! Now sit down, shut up, and hold on. Well I didn't go back to NMMI this year due to a combination of $ probs and well screw it its just my fault. So Im going to a public high school in California which happens to be the easiest thing ive ever done academically. I worked out today ran about 7 miles combined on a couple different machines, ( Read more... )

And you know what that means....FOOOOOOOD!!!!!! MMM too much nmmi food is still in my system, and im savoring every bite of real food I can get. Oh yeah My bro is gunna be like 30 million or sumthing... err that might be 29 or 30 i cant remember I dont count so well. Anyways I gotta get sum music for my bros party so im off like a prom dress at

SCHOOLS OUT FOR SUMMER ( Read more... )

4 weeks left in school! Somehow im just not feeling this...gunna get my license the week i get back from school kool eh? just one catch... I now have to retrieve all groceries and get a summer job. Alex hereafter known as the "Other" has finally made a good point in saying that me and her are dating out of habit. I find this idea extremely scary, ( Read more... )

Now that im over that paint high and back at school for 2 weeks im beginning to see clearly now....the rain is gone... Uhh school back now me grades bett-ur me get computer back soon hope. Yuppers not too much going on here planning on seeing Sin City on wednesday. SO that's about it maybe post more later...right now im working on my English essay ( Read more... )