so bored that i actually took the time to do this......

( bite me )

i've been in a pretty up mood for a while. i should have seen this coming. it is coming at a bad time as usual. i don't know how to make this stop. but it's really starting to piss me off. i suppose it's hard to get away from yourself though isn't it. that maybe my problem. actually i think that is my problem. i create things in my head that ( Read more... )

i could really use someone to talk to right now.

paranoia is a bitch.

i'm going to be in charlotte off 49 after school, more job stuff.

mind racing, heart still covered in ice.

what the hell is wrong with me?

i am like a synth with more buttons than you could ever imagine. find the right ones and i'll scream beautiful music.

i know what happy feels like now.

and i found this:

"there are no words to express the limitless depth of pity i feel for the ignorance i see before me, astonishing in its stark frankness, predictable as the sunrise, ever- ( Read more... )

( Rising Action )

just something to think about i guess........

( don't care, don't read )

oh yes you knew it was coming (( no pun intended ))..........

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i am getting out in approximatly 1 day!!!!!!

ok.....that being said.......yes today is already annoying and it is only like 12:30......this guy i sit next to in 3rd gave me flowers (( wrong kind of course )) and asked me on a date friday.......this answer required absolutly NO time to think about.....of course i said no......but in a nicer way i ( Read more... )

as soon as i came home yesterday i went straight to sleep.......andi am just now waking up........i don't know why........i guess my body wasn't use to that much activity anymore or something.......i had a decent day that got better as it went along......much better.......but yes now i am the only one awake and it is kind of nice for a change ( Read more... )

i am going to look for a job today for a little while...::happiness::....and friday i will finally be allowed to go somewhere!!!!!! but i think only for that one night......i'm working on it though......it seems to be working so i think i will be able to do stuff....

i feel like such a stupid fucking girl......yea

::sigh::

more later.....after my ( Read more... )