I sort of rediscovered the fact that I have a livejournal today, and realizing I don't even think anyone from back in the day still uses or reads it, I decided to post regardless ( Read more... )

I've been really sad ( Read more... )

mine

Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid |||||| 30% Schizoid |||||||||| 34% Schizotypal |||||||||||||||| 66% Antisocial |||||||||||||| 58% Borderline |||||||||||||| 58% Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 62% Narcissistic |||||||||||||| 58% Avoidant |||||| 30% Dependent |||||||||||| 50% Obsessive-Compulsive |||||| 30% ( Read more... )

I'm in love.

been going through some changes. spent the whole weekend with a bunch of dudes. typical me shit i guess. kyle doesn't like these guys. but it's fun. drinking and cards all night. i really like one of them. i told him. i told kyle. what a mess. i should let kyle go but he loves me. i'm probably doing all this to hurt him though i don't want to. i'm ( Read more... )

ma meilleure amie ( Read more... )

i'm so lonely

THINGS THAT ARE DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN YOU'RE DRUNK ( Read more... )

I GOT MY LICENSE TODAY! yay. well, my permit was gonna expire on friday anyway. and i've been waiting to get my license for years now, so it's about time. i'm not allowed to drive alone much until the summer because i'm not "ready," but at least i have it.

=)

love,
madeleine

i've been thinking so much lately. i'm overwhelmed by life. i think i'm vulnerable and everything is affecting me so strongly these days. i don't think chris brought this out of me; it's not because i'm alone now. college has changed me. i understand more now, leaving the bay, coming here... my life is stretched out before my eyes, and i want to ( Read more... )