everyone here calls me maddie

[mousercise]

i've been thinking so much lately. i'm overwhelmed by life. i think i'm vulnerable and everything is affecting me so strongly these days. i don't think chris brought this out of me; it's not because i'm alone now. college has changed me. i understand more now, leaving the bay, coming here... my life is stretched out before my eyes, and i want to

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[untitledapple]

yay for madeleine...welcome to adulthood. my name is selma and i'll try and be your guide. i hope we'll talk about all these things. i'm exited. madeleine all grown up. i'm really glad you're not an alcoholic anymore and that you knew you were. i love you, mad. can't wait to see you.

[furple]

*sympathy* college is a harsh mistress...
but this change is probably a good thing. at least in my humble opinion...
hope norcal treats you well when you get back.

[loccster]

I can see the suicidal thinking beneath this and I dont know what to say.

[mousercise]

i had a realization. there's a difference.

[loccster]

Call it how you want me to see it.