I was planning his death. I was planning Angel's death. I never thought that I would ever be doing that, I mean, this was Angel here, and if anything I was planning a future. But that future died out when we made love, when I gave myself to him, out of pure honest love. It died because we didn't know ( Read more... )

On this night of tragedy, where Angel had used his big badness to kill Ms. Calendar and ruin Giles' happiness, I was finding happiness in the biggest and best of ways ( Read more... )

I had a boy in my bedroom... I. had. a. boy. in. my. bedroom! And okay, yes, Xander and I had spent tons of time here, watching TV, trying to study or, at least I was, but it was always strictly supervised and with the door open. But this, this was totally different. This was totally not the same. With Xander it was a buddy, buddy type thing ( Read more... )

I cooed and danced and laughed in delight. Finally daddy had let me and my lil' sweet out for a midnight stroll around town. Made my insides curl with delight knowing that finally we would be all alone like we used to be before, I knew it was what my sweet wanted, didn't quiet like the happy family we had built for ourselves now... and it made me ( Read more... )

It's been a long day ( Read more... )

Buffy was staying with me. It wasn't necessary and I was sure that I wasn't the ideal company at the moment, and I did want to have some privacy and some time to mourn for Jenny in my own way, but I knew that she too was mourning and that she was guilty. She hadn't killed Angelus when she had the chance and she felt guilty and blamed herself for ( Read more... )

Drusilla and I had spent countless hours making love ( Read more... )

I couldn't believe what I was doing. I had come here to finish up my education and had known that the army would be involved in some facet, but I just thought that it was osme base near the UC Sunnydale campus where I could go and get my extra training ( Read more... )

The ride back was pretty much silent, except for a little movement from fidgeting people. I didn't want to talk, and Giles didn't want to talk, so that left everyone that was in the car wondering. Wondering a lot of things, and since Giles was alive, I think they were mostly wondering if I had killed Angel. In which case, no. I couldn't once ( Read more... )

I couldn't believe all of this stuff. I was pretty new to this whole scooby gang thing and I was still trying to deal with...wow, hey I'm a werewolf here ( Read more... )