It's late. John should be back soon. I'm tired. I feel old today. Not really old, just older. But younger somehow. It's like I am thirty or something. yesh.

I think that I will have a beer or take a shower. Flip a coin for me eh?
I could have gone dancin' I guess.
hah.
ugg.
I'm a lame ass tonight.
yup.
Okay.

I had a dream about people I know last night. Some new friends and john too... we ran away from something to find shelter- we ended up in some large castle like dwelling- but without the castle. Also I dreamed of this girl I know. She had new tatoos all over her body, her face- a bold, bold thing with bold big colors. Oddly enough it seemed to ( Read more... )

The days are starting to blur. My petite vacation is almost over. Soon there will be no more fun and much more studies. I also have much to get acomplished before I enter nursing school; shots (to no end), drug test (7pt, includes alcohol), physical exam, background check, ordering books and uniform and this expensive thing called a "nursing kit". ( Read more... )

It's my birthday!!
yay!!
??????

Straight A's are yay ( Read more... )

Sleep is a passing ( Read more... )

Im addicted to numbers not letters
on a not so quite drunken night
bat filled cat filled quiet
music fills my ears
laughter sex talk unbashful bachelors
that rooftop oranges sits on
cant you
with all the things that I forgot
were there's
and all that is left
is a red rubber ball.

I got into nursing school!!!!! :)))))

also... two classes are A's and two classes to go!!! :)

P.S. I am fine. The last poem was not about john. I am upset at someone. un situation complicado.

Do you derive
some kind of sick p-leasure
in your works?
By works i me-an
the lies
you tell to everyone.
A-re you caught in
these untruths too?
Or perhaps you
in your immat-urity
and youth
think that life is a game
and you will be the winner?
Bringing te-ars to
girls eyes
and stealing from
your so called fr-iends
does not win you any points
in my

I stole this kirsey quiz link and as always I am an ( INTP )