The music flows in my mind... so gentle.
It ressonates within.
The waves... so powerful,
The world cannot grasp their true motif.
But I enjoy their brilliance,
and I mourn them in their passing,
yet to create more beauty,
to the souls they reach next.

Well my grudge with people is still going strong. I walk into school and already the rainy day is signaling the wonderful horrors to come.Here is how it went down. I walk in to find my ex-girlfriend Roxanne crying into the arms of her overprotective friend Sarah. Now my natural reaction was: "Whats wrong Roxanne?" But to my suprise it was "nothing ( Read more... )

Someone told me the saying "All you have is yourself" is self-negating.I dont think so.Maybe I cant express what that quote means to me or maybe I dont care.Maybe nothing is everything and everything is oblivion.Who really knows?Sometime people think your crazy when you ask these kinds of questions, but is it really so?Are you crazy for seeking ( Read more... )

I have realized that there is no need to rely on anyone, because in the end the most important person is me.I dont need anything, I just have to keep breathing.Then we die.What is the point?I contemplate it often.Whatever it is, im obviously not doing it right.fuck it.

Hey.I got my hair cut today.I like it.its about 2-3 inches all around and now i just mess it up.I hope it does something for my self image.

I cant stand it anymore.I cant stand me.There is something wrong with me, and I know it.Ugh.It hurts.I dont want anyone to read this.Why.Reflecting upon myslef, I realize Im very lonely.And its my own fault.I need someone, and im desperate.There is no one for me, and I doubt there will be.I can imagine myself when im 20, still alone, just working ( Read more... )

Hello again.Its rare in my case to have a long conversation with anyone, and today I did with S.So I record what we talked about ( Read more... )

Hello there.I know I havent written in while, but you know, with the kids and all, I just havent found the time.Im ok I guess.Ive just been going to camp, coming home and either talkin on the phone or talkin on the 'net, so its ok.I havent had a free moment though.So whats been happening here?Nothing I presume, since no one really views this ( Read more... )

someone jacked one of my internet account on a certain game called runescape.All i have to say to this is fuck the internet.;)

hghhghghghghg,
Mr.FuckMasTer

Hello.Its about 9:21 on a thursday, and I am bored as hell.Whats a boy to do?I added a new squall icon on my profile today.Umm.... i have pants on.Now its 9:22.Dont question my logic.Uhh.BORED.

love,