now more than ever

i'm incapable of having friendships. i said it. you can leave me. because that is it. i admit it.

you hate me so much, i don't know why this is comfortable

I'm feeling less divided every day.

I'm a liar, by definition and without reasonable doubt.

I was honest today for just a few minutes, seems more like seconds. The dentist thought there was something wrong with my mom and not with me. Before I wrote this I felt bad for myself, and is it bad now that I actually feel better.

Is purple nail polish still in?

Anyway, you're pissing me off because you're boring old and fine and I'm restless

Go see Jeff, get drunk.

Where did you get all those crazy drugs from ( Read more... )

It requires so much more work on my part to be anything like them all. There's a reason every action seems like an action, it's cause I'm acting to be so much like you. That's uncomfortable. Just like this body you gave me. It's bizarre, really ( Read more... )

Well, since I've been gone a lot of shit has happened. Most of it was pretty remarkable, but out of my head, or so far pushed to the back that I'll have to bring it up later for better filing. Anyway, there are a lot of condoms scattered around the house, napkins with ketchup splotches on them, and a bunch of CRAP that I'm certainly in no mood to ( Read more... )