I've been dating someone for a whole 10 minutes....YAY...that's all i had to say! Bye
3/1/04
12:00 am

Just one step further without commitment. It does not make sense to me. The confusion that runs through my head every time I think about him. What does he want from me? I'm not sad, nor will I be. I have given that up. I just want to see where it is going. Is it all just for sex? Does he want more? People say there is only one way to find that out ( Read more... )

hey, look at my happy pics...they are so nifty...i'm so happy i figured out how to do this...lol


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My brain is so not functioning today. I'm so not having a good day. Well, to up-date you on a few things...lets see, where to begin? Oh yeah!!! Happy Valentines Day everyone!! Ok so i'm late as shit. leave me alone. LOL. Anyway, if you're wondering, mine went absolutely shitty. A few days ago, i get a message from Brandon (we've been fighting a ( Read more... )

As sad as it is, i can no longer post my book on my web-page. I discovered that someone has taken it, and claimed it as their own. I'm not happy about that. But, if they want to try to copy it...let them, they don't have the rest of the story. Anyway. Work has taken over my life completely. Well, at least for right now it has. lol. I've been ( Read more... )

He couldn't understand the concept of it. The pain, the tears, the heartbreaks. What was the good in it? Still, he wanted, he craved, he needed it. Teases are thrown at him from the people he confesses to. So he learned not to speak, not to show, not to ever reveal what is hiding under his dark clothes, his bad attitude, his tears. He walks alone, ( Read more... )

He sits, he watches, he imagines, he goes through complete destruction. He never pictured the world as a place he belonged. Absence through time. Destruction through emotions. Laughter didn't exist to him. Neither did love. One of his more personal things. Love just wasn't an option for him, he craved it. Craving that of a boy. Only one could give ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt like you were moving so fast, but getting no where? My webpage is becoming that way. I've done so much to it but yet there seems to be more to do with each page i add. Damn me and my ideas. Work is getting harder but still it pays. Brandon is getting closer to me each time i talk to him. I like that idea. I've finally finished ( Read more... )

i'm on a roll today, this is my second update in the same month...what will we do. The world must be coming to an end. LOL. Anyway, let's update you. I'm still after Brandon, yeah, i know, it's pitiful. But still, i mean, you can't control who you like. He isn't a bad person in any way. Right now i'm at Crystal's house, without crystal...And ( Read more... )

Like oh my god!!! I so forgot i had a journal.... Oh well, let's update you on my...umm....lack of life....yeah. So anyway, i still am lacking in a man...still trying. I got one more hole in my head, my lebret pierced. I was going to get my tongue pierced but i can't do it anymore because I'm tongue tied (that's when the cord of your tongue is too ( Read more... )