Since having a personal computer I've felt this weird obligation to make as much use out of the internet as possible. So I started a new livejournal; this one is old news. We'll see how long it lasts. You're all invited (all two or so of you).

( Read more... )

I have this thing where I can't get into details. You'd be thinking that too if you read the now backspaced entry that was merely an ambiance of...... yeah, it was merely an ambiance. [POOF ( Read more... )

You know, I'm surviving without filling my days with job or school. Adapting should come easier with experience, it totally doesn't.

She's probably the cutest girl in the world. MISS-AGE!


( Read more... )

This is only like the 29th time UHAUL has fucked us. We only drove two hours today, only four yesterday. Staying at this great Holiday Inn tonight with free internet. Our cats stay for free too. I'm really proud of them, being so good ( Read more... )

My extended family really makes my inferiority complex ooze.
I should say a portion of my extended family ( Read more... )

Focusing on concreteness here, so much has become unanchored. Nearly every changing component of my life had decided to float erradically in whatever direction, but things (i.e. actions decisions luck) are beginning to align finally for once in a way that might actually work. I know that I’ve made this entire transformation much more difficult than ( Read more... )

Although I’ve been nicely currled up in this world of going-for-coffee and movie nights and exciting shows, I know that the time has to come when I break into the scary awful real daylight. I don’t really want to share the daylight with the people who pay bills, have careers and routines. Right now everything is quite nice, as I’ve discovered new ( Read more... )

What's the point of waking up when you know that the thing that was yesterday will happen again, today? Because waking up in a different bed changes everything just a little ( Read more... )

Digging oneself a deep, dirty hole in the midst of flat prarie land is actually pretty hard. You’d think it would be easy. It’s assumed that once the digging is done the important step is to jump in. Oh God I wish I didn’t jump. Actually, I pretty much fell in ( Read more... )

At a show last week I got the book Days of War, Nights of Love: Crimethink for Beginners, among others, from Nelson the bookstand guy (who has a beard). Although some of it is cliche--and how can it not be, I don’t blame them at all--most of it is so obviously insightful. This jolted my brain with a shock of that obviousness:

“Honestly, when was ( Read more... )