I think that depression reaches an entirely different level with an entirely new definition when one actually, finally, has a reason to be depressed. A reason that doesn't involve chromosomes ( Read more... )

What I’ve really been yearning for is a good old bar fight. Or, not necessarily a bar fight, but any kind of skirmish where I can throw a few punches and, inevitably, take a few to the face. I want black eyes and stitches and a split fucking lip! Really, it would be so great. Actually, pretty much any type of injury that leaves me mobile I’d be ( Read more... )

I love Koushun Takami's Battle Royale (the novel, not the manga) so much that I’m in the process of writing a song about it. The ukulele has a sort of ironic touch.

My detachment skills are improving. Surely, I will no longer be affected. Maybe I’ll even develop the emotionless conditions of Kazuo or Mitsuko! Man, I’m so obsessed.

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If I was a young man: I'd probably have a trim, well-groomed beard. It would help to establish my writer ambiance, even though I'm not a writer.

A writer. The word sounds so ridiculous. There needs to be a new title, like, "writer of..." Simply "writer" really doesn't make sense. It's drastically vague ( Read more... )

I’ve been thinking a lot about the separation and control of certain invisible entities of the mind. Like, what if I can FIND the optimistic, seize it and accept its total control. Maybe this seems far too idealistic, but I’m pretty sure it’s possible if one can attain the appropriate mindset ( Read more... )

Once the summer comes ( Read more... )

You know how most grown-ups say that it’s a BAD idea to take a year “off” between high school and university? Well, I never really believed them until now. I’m not really sure what will happen, but I’m having a hard time believing that my focus will return. I’m not very good at learning anyways, I usually forget most of it ( Read more... )

Something tells me that I would have more friends if I was a goddamn boy.

I really want to re-live the moment when the Sewer Rats covered the Zit Remedy song from Degrassi High. That was such a glorious two minutes.

Everybody get ready and get into gear,
the Degrassi sensation,
the one and only,
Zit Remedy is here.
Everybody wants something, they' ( Read more... )

It's interesting to recall the assortment of previous worlds that I've lived in only a short period of time. I don't really think about my personal history until I flashback in an old journal or see an old friend. Maybe this happens to other people too. Then you remember, and reminice, and question how that time became this or then. Until I think ( Read more... )