started seeing phil and now we are not. its so funny how fast things can change and how they can change over something so seemingly unimportant and silly. at least i didn't invest that much time into this. and i'm not really sure if my heart was even into it completely. i just really wanted someone. i was lonely. ugh. fucky ( Read more... )

six flags was super fun on friday. :) it was sooo effing hot though. jeez. got home at 3:30 and i slept like the dead. need to do something like that again soon ( Read more... )

so..i think phil just wants to bone. no, actually, that is all he wants to do. but..idk if that's all i want. i dunno. i don't want to be someones booty call. EW ( Read more... )

ummmm. i got phil's digits, called him yesterday, and i'm still waiting for him to call today. i thought a 35 year old man would be much better about calling you back. bah. guess i thought wrong! like always ( Read more... )

its cold. i haven't been up this late in soooo long. i remember when i used to stay up this late and i would get all delirious and crazy. bwahaha. good times ( Read more... )

i love how my profile says, "i hate michael anthony ramos with every fiber of my being. die!!"
lmao. i forgot all about that. totally made my morning better since it's being so annoying and shitty.
i'm never going to get any classes waitlisted. please stop waitlisting all you fellow students. just give me a chance!
oyyy vey.

today would have been a year.

and so it seems, that you've grown up and over me. and these silly thing, i like to dwell on.i'm seeing victor tomorrow. chyeaaa. they opened a muhfuggin' zumiez in the mall. i practically had an orgasm when i stepped inside. has to be the best store in our mall. OMFG. yea. how sad is that? i need to cut my hair. day ( Read more... )

i'm texting victor. i have no clue what he's talking about. but yea ( Read more... )

so. last night i called michael many things. he decided to text me all randomly at midnight. idk. i got mad at him. he made me feel stupid for the last time. i erased all the texts from him in my phone. all the nice lovely things hes said to me. all the i love you's. gone. and i didn't think twice about it. i felt so free today. i'm really ready ( Read more... )

i'm going out with one of the firefighters i met like, 2 weeks ago. gyea. i'm a muhfuggin' pimp!! i feel like i'm dressed too nicely. eh. so what. i can look foine if i want. i'm texting two of them right now. they're best friends. i'm so wrong! tabboo!! oh well. pimpin' ain't easy. that's all i got to say. and he wants to hang out too!! i'm ( Read more... )