i've had the weirdest fucking day. i was offered a spot in a threesome today. a real life threesome. where you "do it" with two other people. yes. i couldn't believe it either. with two guys. so...i would be the lucky one in the middle of it buuuutttt...i'm not too down for that. it just made me laugh. so, eh. i'll pass ( Read more... )

i just realized..
in one month it would have been a year.
how utterly depressing.
homos.
i hope he's gay.
thats the only excuse i will except.

gosh, i have nice arms ( Read more... )

Thursday, May 15, 2008 ( Read more... )

i hate how i never update. what the hell?! i say that all the time now. what the hell. why? i am in such a bad place in my head right now. listening to the lovestoned mix. its so depressing. making it so much worse for me. 6 days without talking to michael. and i thought he really cared. oyyy. what is wrong with me? i hate that guy. i'm getting ( Read more... )

woke up. went back to sleep. woke up again and went down to milaaaaa's. it was fun. yes indeedy. bought too many things, as usual. bought moving units and tilly and the wall tickets. mhm. saw anel behind glass. went to the movie theatre matt works at. we got in for free!! suh-weet. watched 'atonement'. my heart hurts so bad now. i misunderstood ( Read more... )

Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18 ( Read more... )

I love Ashley Nieman. She is my life. We need to hang out, biotch. I miss you like a nigga misses crack.

so..i've been shopping too much lately. pssh. i have to pay my auto insurance in about a month. i do not have nearly enough money yet. eep. and i get to get a new phone sometime this month. oo-er! i am mucho excited. whatever phone i get, i hope it takes video and nice pictures. that's all i want it to do really. yea. my face is breaking out like ( Read more... )

he is so oblivious to everything, it's not even funny. omg, he likes his friend caitie. wow. i knew it. i never liked him talking to her when we dated. i just know he likes her. he hasn't said it. it's just obvious. i know him too well. jesus! i feel like a super ass fucking douchebag!! omg! i waste everyday thinking about him and hoping he'll do ( Read more... )