idk about michael. i'm not going to obbsess about it. its making my face break out. lol. ew. i'll just see what happens. he's making me listen to michael buble songs. christmas ones at the moment. they're amazing. but yea. he was all excited to find them. like a little kid. so cute. but..yea ( Read more... )

Aquarius
January 20 - February 17
Although almost everything in your life seems to be going well, dear Aquarius, today you might find yourself in a bit of a panic. You might have a temporary fit of fear that it won't last. However, this is most likely due to your deepest insecurities flaring up. Don't read too much into it, and don't pay any ( Read more... )

so..i am no longer speaking to chris. that shithead is such a baby. i really loathe the fact that i ever dated him. ugh. yea. and me and mike are better than ever. weird. i totally hung out with him earlier. funnnn status. i no longer feel anything for him except friendship. yessss! fcuking finally! god. and i so..i can't say..i am a hooker. lol. ( Read more... )

i don't know why i try to help michael. try to get him to open up. it's no good. i just end up feeling like shit in the end. i wish i couldn't feel anymore.

m.a.r...
why are you
the only thing
i can think about
anymore?

get
out
of my
head.

Mowgliguy (6:39:00 AM): i fuck u up

i'm still talking to mike. it's great! i'm fucking tired though. chris can never know. speaking of him..mike did ask me if i was hooking up with chris. i said no. i hope it doesn't come back to bite me in the ass. pssh. lol. i feel so tired and delirious. i'm amazed at how well i'm typing. amazing is i.

michael is talking to me. hooray! and he hasn't pissed me off yet. not really anyway. and he admitted that he's a douche. it's great! what a fine, fine day today has been.

urgh!!! i think he's going to ask me about chris! noooooooo....

oh thank jesus. he didn't. gyea.

ew! i just thought..chris doesn't like the fact that i drink or party. fuck that. i do what i want. i want to get so drunk right now. gay! and go to a party. he's stiffling me. and he's trying to tell me what i can or cannot do to my body. tattoo wise, i mean. lol. haha. if i want a quarter sleeve, i will get it. and he will just have to deal. ( Read more... )

Friday, September 28, 2007
Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18)
With a limited number of options, you may feel trapped by your own familiar patterns today. Part of the problem is that you may have sacrificed independence for security. Part of the solution comes from being able to talk about it. Even if nothing dramatic changes right away, you'll still feel ( Read more... )