urgh. we're still talking. i'm like, angry still. i feel a bit better but not much. i did cry a little. i can't help it. it just comes out. tomorrow i will post our talk. fcuking intense. or so i think. damn. there is nothing there for him anymore. fucking sucks. i'm glad it's so easy for him. i feel so desperate and pathetic but i'm trying not to ( Read more... )

i haven't talked to him since friday. but right now he's talking to me on aim. what a douche bag. i want to say so many things to him. it's a waste though, so i won't ( Read more... )

mike broke up with me. he was so cold. i couldn't believe it. like he had no feeling, no remorse..and he told me he never loved me. he should have never said it. and he hasn't felt it for about a week now. "i just don't feel it anymore." wtf? nothing. i asked him if he felt anything, if not love, anything..and he said, "if i do it's very minimal. ( Read more... )

michael annoys me so much sometimes. like right now. jesus. i could punch him in the face. he's being such an ass. and i want to hang up on him. but if i do..i dunno what will happen. most likely, we won't speak for days because he's a big baby. fucker. and i signed on aim to talk to him and he won't get off the phone. and won't talk to me on aim. ( Read more... )

so...i finally caught up on heroes. i just have to watch the season finale. oyoyoy. i have been too pissy all day. and cramping. i hate my period. it sucks balls. and yea. on thursday i went and saw michael buble with mike. omg, he was absolutely amazing! jeez. and so funny. it was totally worth all the money it cost mike. yea. lol. poor thing. the ( Read more... )

Love Compatibility of Aquarius with Virgo ( Read more... )

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i dunno how i feel right now.
my trust has been lost.
i feel like a fool.

Aquarius ( Read more... )

i know every entry lately has mentioned curtis at least 5 times..possibly. but omg!! i fucking hate him!! why the fuck did i ever like him?!??!! why do i still?! i literally wanted to punch him in his fucking face. he sits there and accuses me of all this shit and tried to make me feel bad for him! nooooo! and then he doesn't understand anything i ( Read more... )