I leave for new zealand in exactly 20 days ( Read more... )

School is terror.
New Zealand is practically 100%. My housing is confirmed and deposit paid. Waiting to apply for student/work visa.
I was Richard Simmons for halloween.
Gave up on trying to find a job, my unemployment got extended (thank you Obama).
Started crocheting again and it has been extremely therapeutic.
and of course, the love life...
( <3 )

STILL NO JOB!! WHYYYYY! I'm heading out tomorrow to find out who's hiring, again... even though I technically got hired by a halloween store.. but of course, that didn't work out. somehow ( Read more... )

pretty sure i'm insane.

i feeeeeel completely lost. pretty much.
still no word about new zealand.
i just want to forget everyone exists and move on. but not really.. but kinda.

anyway
i got a job interview for hot dog on a stick.
cross your fingers for me.

okay first of all ( Read more... )

( are you reading? )

watched 'this is england'
best movie ever?

and now i'm bidding on a pair of doc martens on ebay.

hmm.

usually
i will write whole posts
either angry
or sad

and then i'll delete it
and never post it.

because that's how i fucking am.

fuck.

well may has been SIGNIFICANTLY better than april ( Read more... )