K, so didnt try to exclude any1, i just didnt feel like writing all of my friend's names down & how the contact is kept between us, i still love every1!!! I still miss every1 ( Read more... )

I'm going to be a beer maiden. . . it's super cute, short skirt, & cleavagy. . . but now i have to decide what i'm actually going to do for halloween. . . i might do the Ben Kweller thing, maybe go to Bigme's w/ Neil, but i dont know. . . like i'm always w/ neil, it's like i cant do anything w/out him. . . but i love spending time w ( Read more... )

Windsor Casino STOLE my money, you can even ask nicole, they stole it when they graciously gave us drinks, when they insisted that we put cute shiney little tokens into slot machines. . . damn you, windsor casino, for stealing my money!!!! I will return to get it back soon (& nicole will join me again!)

So yeah, this is just me talking, in advance, i dont mean to hurt any1's feelings or offend anyone. . . for starters, i dont know what to do anymore. Family life is horrible, my brother is a piece of shit to me, according to him "i'm trying to be him" which is major bullshit & i honestly wish he could take his fucked up head out of his ass for just ( Read more... )

yeah, went to visit my bud Drew last night in Flint, he's on tour w/ shinedown ( Read more... )

updatin 'cuz alex said that i never do, so here!!!!!

ummm, best 2 days ever, came home, yelled @ neil, then made up, yeah. . .

warped tour was amazing, i know too many bands, its crazy. . .

i miss all my college buds, come back 2 d-town NOW

i'm bored, i wish my friends still had time for me. . . some restricted number calls me @ fucked up hours. . . . 1 year ago i was forced to go 2 a hospital for expressing my emotions. . . i just want to be able to write good songs again, medications suck my ass

So, warped tour was the best thing of my life, plus i got to end it w/ a spitalfieldx2 show & lisa & alex & SF, even though im convinced that buddy still hates me (he says he doesnt, but i was scared whenever i saw a full bottle in his hand). TJ & i had this major heart to heart & i love him to death, plus i discovered that dan & i have a lot in ( Read more... )

so, the 25th?????? There are 2 shows?!?!?1 I'm SO confsued, check out Spitalfield (with a lisp)'s tour page. . . anywho thats the first day I get home from Warped, so fuck yeah we are SO there!!!!!

i just want to state the fact that i hate how far i've drifted from all of my friends. . . great example, i havn't talked to lauren since the canada trip, she doesn't call me when she comes in town, i make the effort to IM her, & she doesn't give a shift. . . & that's just an example, it feels like the only real connection i have anymore is ( Read more... )