For those of you who havent known me long enough to tell, i am a bitch. Ask around, this isnt a facade i put on when im upset and dont want people to know im hurt. this is how i was raised. Its not godly but its who i am. If someone hurts me or a loved one i will take what ever they've done, turn it around, and ride it till they give up. Luke ( Read more... )

i have officially left e's house. i could not stand the way they went about things. if you are in e's house and have mentioned a problem with my lj for your benift as well as mine this will be the last entry you will read. im going to delete all e's housers from my buddy list unless you e-mail me asking other wise. Im really disappointed in the ( Read more... )

Anywho, so just to vent somore. As soon as i walked in to fellowship i see luke talking to a girl who doesnt want to be named trying to get her to tell him who was at garys. May I ask again, cuz my question went unanswered at church. Will sticking by gary get me kicked out of e's house? What exactly will the penalty be? will i be gounded for a ( Read more... )

Hey homies, ruff week, shit sucks. im so F****n pissed about gary. kicking a man out of a church he dosnt even attened based on rumors is a new low for e's house, im officail ashamed. i have no choice but to admit that e's house is truly religious. and 2 nights ago luke told me he wanted to start a church without kayce. And then he changed ( Read more... )

i am so tired of my mom being a bitch. all my life i have been minipulated by her. i got dumped agian after turkeyday because i took annabelle to see marks side of the fam down in battle creek. she sent a package with christmas presents to me before december and told me not to talk to her. then her phone died 2 weeks before christmas. Now she' ( Read more... )

i forgot the list again. so im gunna call em and give her the list. she has more brains than me. anywho, e's house folk, if y'all could make an effort to call mark and wish him a happy christmas i would really apresiate it. cuz he thinks no one loves him anymore. troy's the only person he really talks to and he's kinda pissed that all his ' ( Read more... )

So if you have nothing to do on christmas eve come hang out with me. I want to spend time with my e's house fam. so ya, and memo to all former band fags, next time i post i will be posting the invite list for me and emmy's christmas gathering. its mostly people who were there when jessie and frank were d/m and a few who wernt. And Cecily, romor ( Read more... )

maybe consedered offensive - you've been warned ( Read more... )

last sunday i was on gary computer but i thought i was logged on as me, so if you get a strange reply from gary when i should have replied, thats why, it was me, i was the turkey all along.

i also have an entry on his journal because of it.

so me and mark are heading out to battle creek (yes, the place where the cereal lives) to spend turkey day with his family. and to boycott the fact that we killed innocent people for this holiday i will not be eating turkey. Why? because im tired of listening to lies about what this day is about. Its not about peace and unity its about murder ( Read more... )