HERE IS WHERE THE RESET STARTS.

I'll go back and weed through past journal entries later.

It had been so long, I'd forgotten how chilling it is when you can hear the Preacher talking in your head.

It still freaks me out that I hear him.  :(

It wasn't until people started talking about Valentine's Day that I even realized that's it's February here.  I've lost track of the days, and the weather doesn't really change except for the heat and that bloody rain.

I hate February.

((OOC: Don't mind Ema's little angst-fest--in a couple of days it'll be the anniversary of SL-9, and that's a swarm ( Read more... )

I think Lana's under the impression that I've lost my mind.

Have I?  Well, scientifically speaking, no.  Losing your mind is impossible; your brain is firmly attached to your spine and well-protected by your skull.  You don't just lose something that well-guarded.

However, psychologically speaking (and I suppose psychology is a science if you want to ( Read more... )

There's going to be a masquerade.

I'm going to ask Lana if we can go.  It sounds nice.  And I could use something nice...

( Filtered from Matt, hackable because she's not a hacker or a programmer )

Lana, I just wanted to let you know that I'm safe and sound.  I'm with a lady named Yuko, and I think I'm going to stay here until the water recedes if she lets me.

Also... I'm sorry I've been so out-of-sorts, and I love you.

EDITED AFTER THE WATER RECEDES:  I think I'm going to stay here until you come to pick me up.  It's probably not the best idea ( Read more... )

It's raining, and there are these gigantic dragon-things roaming the city.

I can't say I'm terribly bothered by either.  I should be, but... I don't go outside anymore anyway.

I just hope everyone else is okay.

Again, I heard every word. That makes me nervous--am I more vulnerable now? I didn't hear most of the first sermon.

But... I don't want the world on a silver platter. The Church can't give me what I want. As much as I don't like Dante, he's right.

I don't know why I'm even bothering posting all this, since it's for my eyes only, but... I need to write things down.  Maybe it'll help me clear my head.  At least... I hope it'll help.

Things have been really quiet lately.

I haven't seen much of Dante since we argued.  I don't really want to be around him.

I wonder what Robin's going to do about ( Read more... )