i have pneumia (i still cant spell it.) and my stupid boyfriend made me go on dave's boat. so yesterday, i was stuck on a boat on a beautiful day on lake union with a funny, fat, gay, mexican and a rich, fat, gay, italian and a tall, skinny, semi-gay white boy. the last one is my boyfriend. we went all the way to madison park, went tubing, i almost ( Read more... )

but he hit me the other day and i made a big deal out of leaving him and he cried and followed me to the car and called and begged and got on his knees. i felt so horrible and im not that dumb. he didnt hit me, but we were fighting and i totally deserved it. he like punched my thigh and said bitchy things at dinner in front of his family ( Read more... )

i would like to have a house warming/everyone is going away to make erica sad party with all you fuckers.
i miss you guys so much!
tell me a good date in august when you will all be here.
:( all those good times....
I WANT MY FRIENDS BACK!!!

trig and i are moving into a one bedroom apartment on lake union. it is the phattest little place ever. there are floor to ceiling sliding glass windows leading to our tile balcony over looking the lake. omg, im so stoked. im not very stoked about living with trig, b/c i know its too damn soon but i know given the circumstances, it is only ( Read more... )

so dj writes me this umpth long e-mail saying sorry but he doesnt know why. eh ( Read more... )

so i am very sorry for the portland scare. i actually did not end up going ( Read more... )

OKAY KIDS, FOR REALLY THIS TIME ( Read more... )

mem, you are such a strong little girl. you are like rubber, always bending to make people happy. we still havent had a chance to sit down and talk, so i am not sure if you are going to go to colorado for really or not, but whatever you choose to do, i hope all goes well for you. dont forget about yourself and love yourself and your surroundings ( Read more... )

trig and i went to portland really late. my apologies everyone, i thought we broke up the evening before. i am so effing hormonal, this is not cool. oh well, we went and had a marvelous short time. my mother fed us until we were black and blue, then i took her car and we drove around town. he said he wasnt good enough for me. NOT TRUE. met up with ( Read more... )

i have tanorexia. its not as bad anymore, but i am going again today.

quickie:
tea and i are buying a rental property, a townhome in the hillsboro/tanasbourne area and i will be a homeowner before i am 21.
trig and i are going to be in portland tomorrow. woot!! tax free shopping rocks!
i need more suggestions for his birthday present! hurry! now im ( Read more... )