so its all better now. tis all better ( Read more... )

he wont come to me to ask me what is wrong, he will not ask me why i am feeling the way i am feeling and force me to be the way that i am. i could get raped in the middle of the night and he would never know because he was too lazy to get off his tired ass to see whats wrong. I am tired of living like this. i know in my heart and in my head what is ( Read more... )

thanks so much for calling me. you are such a little savior. my phone is wigging out and it didnt catch your call but i was super depressed and got your voicemail! haha, it was not lame, PLEASE, lets do something friday or saturday, whenever. i havent seen/heard of you since smith rock! you and your awesome 80's dance parties. :D ( Read more... )

send me some happy?
i am sick and depressed. all i want is someone to tell me its okay and get me random things like sushi and froyo and those damn mexicali fries w/ rocks in the rice. haha. *sigh. =( i feel homesick for the first time in my life.

because i am now the proud owner, or rather seller of grand theft auto san andreas, two of his favorite abercombie shirts that he had a panic attac trying to find this morning (i'll tell you why i know it was this morning), i took back all of the shit i got him and i gave away his ps2. i also know the password to his e-mail and voicemail and i ( Read more... )

today, or more yesterday, trig and i broke up. but not the regular i dont think we are right for each other, im talking about jerry springer, breaking mirrors, shattering bowls, burning things, and i throw some mean sucker punches. i threw a candle in a glass jar at his head and i hit him in the eye 3 times and one good time on the nose, square in ( Read more... )

i suddenly have the urge to see team america ( Read more... )

hes cheating on me, isnt he?

i believe i have met an agent. or a good photographer at least. im so stoked, he just switched to digital, so i will look like crap, but its free! :D honestly, how hard is it? dress me in some skankolicious clothes and find me work! damnit, i dont want to be like high profile or anything ( Read more... )

hey kids, missplatinumpark is hitting home again. this time for vh1 and ( Read more... )