my days go by without meaning. i need to learn how to vacation. i worked my ass off for a year, i vow to give myself a month and here i am miserable. i have had too much time to think and all i have been doing is pushing trig away. i love him, he wants to love me but for some fucking reason, we cant make it work. i think today is the first day that ( Read more... )

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so yesterday, trig got a job offer from abercrombie as one of those half naked idiots who stand at the door and greet people. ugh. i honestly would not have a single pang of jealousy if he doesnt have such a bad record. he has cheated on every single one of his girlfriends and he convincingly tells me all the time that he would never do that to me ( Read more... )

it feels so good. all i need is my lake and my boyfriend and i am so happy ( Read more... )

CHRISTINA GOT ME A FREAKIN TURNTABLE FOR MY BIRTHDAY. A TURNTABLE.
A. TURNTABLE.

OMG. OMG.

just got out of lunch with stef and tina, will hang out later. trig is coming down with my love ro (his bro's pit bull) on sat/sunday. we are not sure yet.

it feels good to be back home.
see you all later.
xo

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARA LYNN!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, YOUR HEART IS ALWAYS AS ( Read more... )

this is trig's brother's red nosed pit, roha. she is the love of my life. i mean trig is. ahem. yes. whoo, okay. for breakfast this morning, i made her a bowtie pasta, egg, grain fed turkey wrapped in bacon, chicken strip, red potato, roma tomato and asiago cheese leftover medley. i love her. we get her for a coupla more days then she has to go ( Read more... )

ARGHPOIWUERH! tonya calls me ( Read more... )

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literally. not only am i freaking out that i am 20 years old, which is really fuckin old, i have pnemonia and protussis, which is like whooping cough. so the state health department had to contact me and tell me what to do and made a big fuckin deal, but i dont care ( Read more... )