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[mstklangel]

Lately I've felt completely and utterly abandoned. I mean really if it weren't for my mom I probably wouldn't be sitting here right now. It just feels like I've lost mostly everything from my life, whether I'm on good or bad terms with someone they don't try to contact me anyway. So does it really matter if I'm friends or enemies with anyone? I

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[lilyspark]

Hello dearheart. I havent been ignoring you, or at least not intentionally been not IMing and stuff. The rock I've been under has been equidistant from everyone. Just the whole stress thing, you know. I hope things get better for you.
Love
Ril

[mstklangel]

I realize that completely and you're far away so youre not to blame at all. I guess I just assumed I had friends but I guess not.

[lilyspark]

I also feel that way sometimes. I havent clicked too well with any new teachers so I feel rather dull. I never go out or anything. Who knows. Every day is a new day and you could meet someone new tommorow! I miss you!

Ril

[mstklangel]

It's just hard when I don't hear from absolutely anyone anymore. I mean, Heidi moved to Atlanta and I never heard from her or saw her or anything, so what a great friend that is. I just have no one. I never get any messages or phone calls or anything and all I do is sit home by myself and never have anyone to do anything with even if I want to do something. I realize I could mee tsomeone new but that's not reaally my point because I thought I already had friends but I was wrong, really really wrong.