So it was a decent weekend. Actually, last week I thought things were going to be really strange between Paul and I because I was getting a weird "vibe" from him. Anyway, we hung out Tuesday and Weds and we're all good. So anyway, he came down on Friday and Saturday and we had a plan that I was going to drive him home Saturday. So we decided to get ( Read more... )

I have been a total head case lately. Complete and utter head case... On top of that, I feel like I'm missing something. And I am. And I know exactly what I want. And I feel like I can't have it. YaRg. I don't know how things would be in the beginning but if it worked out (and I think if given the chance, it would) then it would be amazing. I know ( Read more... )

Oh, I dont know, don't know what he's after. But he's so beautiful, such a beautiful disaster....

I'm in a rough mood. I wouldn't say its a bad mood, just kinda stressed and worried and upset (most of all), but somehow thats not a bad mood. Basically, what it is without giving away the whole situation (because I don't want to tell everyone exactly whats going on) is something happened in the month of January that was very, very upsetting to me ( Read more... )

I'm totally and completely done with absolutely everyone. I am so fucking sick of me saying something and it being twisted around and spread like wildfire. This especially tends to happen when I am upset and something is bothering me and I talk to someone about it. Instead of supporting me and trying to be understanding, they think I am spreading ( Read more... )

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This has been a horrible, no-good, rotten weekend. Lemme explain ( Read more... )

Lemme just say that I love Kate to death... She is the sweetest person alive. I got to work with her tonight for the first time in practically forever and it was lots of fun. Not only that, but the girl let me borrow her truck so I could go home during my break... AND she got me my job at Village, even though some of her other friends wanted the ( Read more... )

So last night was fun... I basically worked and then stayed there for the rest of the night because Kelly came and visited. We just played darts for a bit and sat and talked because the bar was pretty mellow. I'm waiting right now for Heidi because we're going to dinner soon and then maybe I'll study for my yoga test and possibly go out with Kate ( Read more... )

I'm going to attempt to keep something like this, which is probably very unlikely. Anyway, I'm just sitting here bored, watching Dr Phil. Last night I went and saw Kate at Village and left about a half hour after she left and then I went to Eagle to see the boys. I haven't seen my boys in a long time and miss them tons, especially because they're ( Read more... )